Am I doing this on purpose?

So, I have not seen NewGuy (who will now be called NewF - I give him a name just in time for him to disappear...Perfect!) since last weekend. Our schedules during the week or somewhat at odds. I am a morning workout person and he is a night workout person, so it doesn't seem to work during the week for us. Having said that I don't think going out to a movie or a drink sometime after 8 is ridiculous, but I think NewF does. So, he somewhat reserved me for Saturday, which seemed like it was going to be a bowling date. He emailed me this morning (as he always does) and let me know he is going skiing tomorrow and will be home at about 5 or so. I have to admit I got a little irrationaly when I read it. I want him to do his thing and all, but we all know after a day of skiing and 3 hours of travel to get there and back he is not going to be a lot of fun.

I let him know that we could postpone Saturday night because he would be tired, but he said no it was fine "as long as I don't mind a chill night". OK, here's the thing...I do! It is Saturday night. The night for fun, not the night for chill. This is our 4th date and a Saturday night. We should be going out for dinner and drinks and getting drunk and making out inappropriately on street corners, not laying on his couch watching movies...that is for like 6 months into a relationship not 3 weeks!

I also had a girl's night offer from some really fun girls I know, so I am not sure if it is just that I don't want to miss out on that (to be honest, I am not really that into it, so I don't think it is that). Am I being ridiculous? Is it normal to feel like this?

I emailed him and told him we should just play it by ear and see how he feels. What I really mean is "let's play it by ear and see how I feel". If I want to tear it up tomorrow night then I am going to.

Here is my other thought though. Sunday Funday seems to be calling my name this week, so maybe a chill Saturday night would be good, so that early brunch is possible on Sunday.

I know, I know...my life is so tough. I guess if my plans for Saturday night are my biggest worry then I really shouldn't be complaining. I think I am just venting...not complaining. At the end of the day we all know I am going to do what I want to do anyway. I just wish I knew what that was!

Tonight I am heading out with D & SIL for dinner and drinks and then more drinks and then more drinks. I haven't seen SIL in a long time and D and I thought she could probably use a night on the town. It should be good times.

I have worked out twice today already and I feel like I could go again. This hot yoga really gives you energy. I could have ran forever at the gym this afternoon. For the record EngagedGuy from previous post was not at the gym today though he did Facebook chat with me first thing this morning. The whole thing is weird. Also, weierd is his buddy is the guy I ran into at the gym last week (and who has been trying for 5 years). While EngagedGuy was chatting his buddy also started Facebook chatting with me! They were probably on the phone with each other conspiring to drive me mad! Further proof that the gym is a bad place where bad things happen! I might have to stick to my apartment gym. Everyone ignores each other there!

I also have a guy who I dated a few times getting in on the texting and Facebook chatting fury that has been happening. We will call him Welshie. This is a relationship that basically moved into friends with benefits (or at least he thought). Now that I am showing no interest he is all over me. Always the way. I am going to do this with every guy from now on. Actually I am going to turn super stalker psycho on the guys I don't like in the hopes that they will go away!

Did I mention that T has been texting and wanting to get together too?? Ya, now that he is basically living with his girlfriend. This might be one of the best lines ever from a guy:

T: I really want to see you. The reason I haven't been able to see you is because my feelings for you haven't changed Nic. When I think of you I still have the same feelings and I am not sure that if I saw you that I would be able to say no to jumping into bed with you...
Me: Ummmmm and since when would I be asking?
T: You know what I mean
Me: No I don't. I figured getting together for a drink actually meant getting together for a drink...Silly me.

WTF????? Men!!!!

I think I might scrap all men this weekend and just go out and play...I think it is what I really want. Well that and a Sunday Funday! Wish me luck!

PS - I have Noxema in my gym bag for after workouts to put on my face. I dare anyone to smell Noxema and not think about growing up and sunburns! I swear I felt like I was 7 at the beach with my family after putting that on today!