I am caught in planning hell. I have to have all of my goals and estimated numbers for the entire of 2008 done by tomorrow. I started on this a while ago, but have been slowly adding to it until I realized today I have to have this done tomorrow! Needless to say, I will be working on perfecting my report this evening. I really hope all the work I have put into this so far is OK. It has not been a fun process thus far. I don't even know what I am doing tonight let alone a year from now. If I need some work on my numbers I may be calling all of you up to ask you to purchase something from my site (you can always return it in 30 days!).
Last weekend was crazy, which seems to be the norm lately. Friday night culminated in a last night Denny's pig out with Tito, Sarah and Gary. I won't get into the calls to the gyno we made or the million dollars we spent on the stuffy machine, but it was a really funny night what saw me getting home at 5:30 am Saturday morning. Luckily Sarah had all of her dubloons to get home in the cab OK! Satuday was pretty much a write off. I went to a family dinner and then went over to T's to watch the end of the hockey game. I fell asleep before it ended. I was bagged.
I am sure you are all wondering about me going over to T's. Well it is a long story, but rest assured we are not together, but simply still hanging out and doing the things we enjoy doing with each other with no expectations, which is how things were supposed to be from the start. I am glad to say he is the one who called me. haha.
We were up very early Sunday morning (forgot about the damn time change!) and I went home and climbed back into bed for a few hours. Toady and I headed over to his bar to watch the must anticipated Pats-Colts game. I am so sad to say my boy lost. I still love you Manning. I still hate you Brady! At least the game was respectable. Toady and I managed to pack back quite a few beers and people came to meet up with us throughout the day. T even came by after the game. Everyone left early and T and I went to his place for a movie and pizza. I was pretty tired Monday morning.
Funny tidbit from the bar on Sunday. I was standing talking to Dale and an older man at the bar turned to me and said, "You have such a confidence about you that you can't see, but everyone else can". He want on to say, "you command attention in a room and you don't even know it."
As astute as his observations are I didn't have the heart to tell him that I am quite aware of my confidence. I am wondering now if this was just his way of calling me a bitch. Hmmmmm...could have been.
I have been trying to conquer some of my small fears I have this year with pretty good success. As much as I can talk about my confidence I do have areas where I do get nervous. Something that would get me nervous is going to an event by myself and having to approach complete strangers so as not to look like the idiot who is by themself. I think most people would be surprised by this, but I think because I always have a big group of friends around I never find myself in this situation. I have been getting very good with this lately though and have even purposely gone places early when I am meeting someone just so I can sit by myself and have a drink. More often than not, I don't even need to start a conversation - people feel sorry for the lonely, single drinker and approach me. I have become a charity case!
In other sad news I finally went to the doctor yesterday to have my badly-swollen and hurty ankle looked at and it turns out I have a bad sprain. Apparently wearing my tensor under my stilettos is doing nothing for the hurty ankle! Shocking! Apparently I am looking at a 4-6 week recovery! WTF??? She didn't exactly say to stay off of it though - she did say it was good to keep it loose, so I went home, got changed and went off to kickboxing class. I am quite sure this isn't what the doctor ordered, but I can't not go. I am planning another class tonight and training with the trainer tomorrow morning. I swear I will be elevating and icing in between all of this though! If you see me limping around town this weekend don't be surprised. Oh and - YEAH for a long weekend! Mama needs some extra sleep!
Hopefuly booking my week in Cancun tonight! Need the sun badly!
Excited for the upcoming weekend...plans will surely follow on here at some point.
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